Here I am AGAIN!

Here I am again - I've lost no weight - I'm still 11 stone 13 (fluctuating between 11st 11 and 11st 13 - over 70Kg and over 160lb I think).

My boobs are huge and droopy - sorry TMI folks, but I am sick of them!  2 massive melons hanging from my chest!
I have acid reflux on occasion - although I have been trying to cut down on the biscuits etc. which helps!
My butt is huge
My waist is 38" THIRTY-EIGHT INCHES!!!!!! It has been 26"
My life is a mess where dieting is concerned! 

OK ACTION IS NEEDED NOW! But I can't be bothered? What can I do to chivvy myself along and be motivated?

I did think a weekly Vlog would get me going, but I've not done one day let alone one week

I thought this Blog would motivate me - but, nope!

I'm at my wits' end - what can I do! I wish I had a diet and exercise buddy where we could get together and exercise plus I HAVE to be better than anyone else so a good challenge gets me going! 

OK whoever reads this - if you do - leave a comment if you have any suggestions on getting my fat lardy butt into gear to lose weight! 

HUGS!!