It's now 27th December 2023 - last time I posted was over a year ago.
I haven't been diagnosed, but I really believe I have ADHD because I have so many of the symptoms and I really struggled in school with time management, organisation of homework, socially etc. I underachieved and have always thought I could do much better than I have. People say I'm intelligent, but I really don't feel it half the time!
I have been toying with the idea of starting a YouTube channel, but one thing I hate is being a centre of attention and obviously when you're on video, you put yourself 'out there'. The other thing is time management - I am not good at managing my time or if I have a day/week of feeling low and can't be bothered, I may not post on it and if I had subscribers I would owe it to them to post regularly! The videos would be 'take me as I am' because I don't wear make up, I don't have manicured nails (false or otherwise) - I can't wear false nails or nail polish anyway because of my work!
This is a bit of a candid blog post.
Hope whoever reads this had a really good Christmas and if you don't celebrate it - hope you had a relaxing time doing whatever you were doing. IF I do get my YouTube channel going I will share a link!
Lots of love
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