What am I doing?

I sit around all day doing nothing, then I psycho analyse my life and wonder why I never get anything done - what a numpty!

OK Tuesday 1st September = DDDay - Drastic Decision Day! This HAS to be it - I've faffed around for too long it's time to ACT
Accept
Change
Today

It's time to change my life habits - it's scary and it makes me sick to think I may fail yet again! BUT if I keep going and don't look back it CAN be done!

I have 26 weeks before my 40th birthday! So at 2lb per week - that's 52lb BUT I won't always lose 2lb per week - I may plateau or only lose .5lb or 1lb so time is against me - I HAVE to work towards this!

Do I really want to...

...carry on doing this if no one reads it? Not been on for a while cos not sure it's worth it - posted a few videos on youtube and some have been watched, but how do I know anyone's reading these posts?

Well I guess I'll plod on - I'm a plodder! Maybe I should go on in the eve and write down all I've done but I don't want to bore my potential readers more than I probably am already...